P.Nosa

The Invisible P Word


overlooking the thoughts of the living
desire has overcome all apathy
it is me talking to you
the many songs we must learn for just one to call everyone
these faint vocal questions trying to be heard
and intolerable mistakes in the law
doubtless decisions away from the city and resting bodies
avoiding check points and annual tariffs
I send nothing; I receive nothing
on course for someone with initiative - more waiting -
34000 MB per second and only time between us
raise the volume, burn an album -
voices telling me which finger to move over which switch
intuition can be tedious
helping with longevity and getting to those up-close points
where the wave meets equilibrium
how many times will a question be the seemingly right thing to ask?
time to check on the wave
back to the beginning
i hear sharp clicks in the sound and dramatic volume sweeps
now a blanket attempt to cover it all and back it off by one tiny fraction of a cent 
so much has been lost; pushed in both directions
cursorily skimming the details
waving a proverbial magic finger over the whole glowing surface
perhaps for a stranger’s inspired night -
a subconsciousness to be inferred
it all works now - and is released as product -
a reflection into technology and all the little twigs that surround us

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a couple leaves for Detroit at the same time
a train carrying 20,000 tons departs from L.A.
they meet up in Nebraska and the two people go separate ways
for ages they strive to have what they had
the conductor collects the passengers into a meaningless state
a place over there that we want to call “good”
we in the hometown are overheated and undercooled
we offer a turbo meter for a metric ton
gauges to monitor the moving parts
just solid metals with claims as one
no separation from land to ocean
a natural destination to test the spirit
the water has become too old
sand permeates the layers
i take responsibility for my toes
drilling signs to exempt the bicycle rider
mask the rules marked on old metal signs, the salty breath peels-back a message;
Abstract ideas will never age and never be understood
falsely
a good thing coming
a good thing if you can hold me in one place
neighbors issue a complaint going on 3 days
pulled from the sky
planted in my green chair
retreat with a curse;
undeniably accepting the street’s address has more meaning than themselves
it's calculably owned and respected
numbers always win
sequentially counting the road's passage
i am another fixture in a line of leaves where even the oaks have more to say
take away the limitless interpretations of a smile
and the human reaction cannot be broken
somewhere there’s a rule book lost for the common sense of man
for these individuals the dimensions of a rectangle can sometimes resemble that of a triangle
these inconsistent words flow in the air; clear as hydrogen
a match would only ignite the fumes of frustration
there is no science that explains this function
we rely on female intuition
these senses are true
a firm well-being
it’s an evolution that alters what we define as separate
it is the ultimate body mark
a widespread voice of strength
the animals will delight in how pleasant the humans have become
comprehension will be unconscious

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camping under the dream
down a twisted wrinkle
loose feet in touch with a calm river
beating a rhythm for each and every listener
opportunity between hopeful advances
considering the invested risk
a tiny sliver angled at a paining point
the past rolls in with every chance it gets
i wish to forget the reminders
eliminate these very real events
replace me with blankness
i embark away from peripheral avenue
the question arises and I will not wait for discussion
throw this body for as many miles and for as many days
to a word that brings an end to the haunting

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pigs
catching up and making more clouds
hover again in the breath of wheezing
not now and not before
come be dizzy
squeal exhaust in the idle rush
no photograph to dictate the events and days
another sound surrounding a hurdle
pennies in the bank, cracked twice and glued twice
the cement rolls through sight keeping back real release
offset an automated return
howl long do the birds carrying heavy stones
    I’m not the one to turn round switching chairs
waiting for the next event to get attention
go back to Morrisey
an engine stops this old house no more

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no more riddles about the next few seconds;
like a line that has one end point, and again is the beginning.
surround the movements of every cell
like empty sincerity in believing it’s true
true motivation
true intent
true freedom
held by my own cathartic realization
i maintain the utmost belief
not looking ahead without thinking of behind
crack goes the snare there
like bells sweet hush of steadily oiled machines
i needed this for a long time
knowing debris scatters all about the grass outside
composting amongst the same doubled paired slippers with red plaid linings
steam conveyors emptying into vats
by the slight beginning of thought
-a cause for return
metal clanging metal like a flag post chain
Echo Christine Hansen’s full name going back to points 
following now in reverse
re-routed to pristine soft-haired flower beds
dare to say Halloween
recreating a seemingly similar patched tattoo pinned on a jacket
a guy in the darkness says,”hey”
fingers touching depthless pleasure
one black eye and the un-done un-did and indeed un-dead
that was me at an intersection
scars from the advance
a period.
the slightest
pause
off on the moment
giving a horse carrots to lead it up the hill,
to bring water to wet the soil,
to feed the ringing of lost words caught in holding
a hand of aces exposes a light;
changing the colors red can glow

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energy in a cube
released like smiles across the audience
the exhilaration moves as easily as water pours from this cup
world class purity
so wide it flows sideways forming these drops of “medicine”
with much haste you send your blood for analysis
a fortunate character of respect awaits at the animal farm
the wheels shake lint from my pockets
wound-up extra lengths;
accomplishments of tediocrity
t.maximus superbus of ancient Rome
bring music to another day
at an ears width to yield some spinning bundles

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i am ahead of myself

if it seems a little anxious hop on to the next realization

it's about getting things done

"for reals mister" they actualize in jest

slang for the easily scoffing line backer

R U

audience members or band mates

you have a job to perform and to disassociate yourself

from the last to the new

already old

in the instant of its birth

forget the rest

indulge these writer's tangents

the foreshadowing came in San Francisco

the person i am now

swallowed hard the brown pill

seeping into the Ol' tunes music sound barrier

time slowing appreciation

now How the two-dimensional trickery pivots on a new plane

singular digits

fingers and numbers un-waivered

thin plot of the traveler

everywhere blending in

earth's color in limelight

you can step all over me

walk in circles as the solitude returns

the events stacked into inspiration

all waiting at the starting line

achievements actualized without the help of iphone

but loving all that is

available for my own invention

days by the beach

preparation for the noise nasality in the tone of the endearing

giving rests to the spaces i was filling

bringing home, turtled and rich

spoil the summer's heat with absence

you envy such freedom

i am your motivation